Post by Boo Bernis on May 17, 2011 1:22:45 GMT -5
I'm honestly not too surprised, I just hoped you wouldn't.
Can you just tell me exactly what happened in the past 2 rounds that you went from saying that I wasn't a threat to you and you didn't feel you needed to get me out yet to then you voting me out because you were so afraid of me winning it all???
And I'm trying to figure out why you would vote me out putting Ash in jeopardy...do you think that Parv isn't going to completely sweep you guys? At least with me you had a chance...Kelly is going to get votes as well...
I just don't understand...
Just make me understand without using my paranoia as a scapegoat.
And no, I'm not pissed off, just a little mad, frustrated and hurt...because you and me actually started talking about other things than just the game, I felt we got on more of a personal level this time around. And the thing that hurts the worst is you KNEW how much getting 4th place and doing Rites of Passage meant to me...and yet Kelly who has done nothing and just doesn't even care about this game lives another day simply BECAUSE she hasn't done anything and doesn't care. It's not right, not just to me but to most of these people...but it is what it is...and I don't think me being paranoid had anything to do with it. Had I played cocky and acted like I knew I was getting f4 (which is what I tried to do but still make sure you knew I was true because I thought being paranoid would make you turn on me) you still would have done it anyways. It just gave you another reason to write my name down, one where it would look like it's my fault and not yours. Ozzy did the same thing to me when he got everyone turned on me--acted like it was my fault.
But no matter what happened you were in top 3 guaranteed and I knew that, I just didn't think you'd be so easily turned.
But you KNEW I wouldn't go to Parv or Kelly, that is the ONLY reason why I gave in and voted Russell was to show I was completely on your side and ready to go to the end with you...and you threw it in my face...the whole reason you did that was to make sure I wouldn't turn, but you voted me out because I was nervous...What the hell was I going to do? Parv and Kelly would target me the minute I didn't have immunity, I knew that and I would have never went to them anyways. Which that only leaves one thing...sticking with you and Ash, so I don't see how my nervousness played into your vote.
I guess in this game you need to be pretty selfish, but you didn't gain anything by voting me out except a more embarrassing outcome in the FTC....
Can you just tell me exactly what happened in the past 2 rounds that you went from saying that I wasn't a threat to you and you didn't feel you needed to get me out yet to then you voting me out because you were so afraid of me winning it all???
And I'm trying to figure out why you would vote me out putting Ash in jeopardy...do you think that Parv isn't going to completely sweep you guys? At least with me you had a chance...Kelly is going to get votes as well...
I just don't understand...
Just make me understand without using my paranoia as a scapegoat.
And no, I'm not pissed off, just a little mad, frustrated and hurt...because you and me actually started talking about other things than just the game, I felt we got on more of a personal level this time around. And the thing that hurts the worst is you KNEW how much getting 4th place and doing Rites of Passage meant to me...and yet Kelly who has done nothing and just doesn't even care about this game lives another day simply BECAUSE she hasn't done anything and doesn't care. It's not right, not just to me but to most of these people...but it is what it is...and I don't think me being paranoid had anything to do with it. Had I played cocky and acted like I knew I was getting f4 (which is what I tried to do but still make sure you knew I was true because I thought being paranoid would make you turn on me) you still would have done it anyways. It just gave you another reason to write my name down, one where it would look like it's my fault and not yours. Ozzy did the same thing to me when he got everyone turned on me--acted like it was my fault.
But no matter what happened you were in top 3 guaranteed and I knew that, I just didn't think you'd be so easily turned.
But you KNEW I wouldn't go to Parv or Kelly, that is the ONLY reason why I gave in and voted Russell was to show I was completely on your side and ready to go to the end with you...and you threw it in my face...the whole reason you did that was to make sure I wouldn't turn, but you voted me out because I was nervous...What the hell was I going to do? Parv and Kelly would target me the minute I didn't have immunity, I knew that and I would have never went to them anyways. Which that only leaves one thing...sticking with you and Ash, so I don't see how my nervousness played into your vote.
I guess in this game you need to be pretty selfish, but you didn't gain anything by voting me out except a more embarrassing outcome in the FTC....
