Confessional

[Ozzy Lusth]

I know, a CONFESSIONAL! From me!! . I am not busy tonight and the game got started quick so I thought I would update you all on my thoughts since they are the most important.

At first I was pissed that you all took away my tribe but I now couldn't be happier. I think our tribe is going to dominate in every way and I get a lot of information with the different varieties of people. Heidi is my go to girl. We tell each other all the drama and have a final 2. I really do feel like I can trust her and hope she doesn't backstab me.

There are WAY to many Benry/Chase people. They need to go ASAP and we just cant make that happen. Chase is a great guy and I will feel bad but he has an idol, and a lot of friends. If we lose he might have a blindside coming his way.

He trusted me enough to tell me he had the idol. IF we lose the plan will be for Heidi, Gabe, Boo and Kelly to approach Chase and tell him they are voting me. Hopefully it's convincing enough for chase to give me the idol. That would be perfect. If that happens we vote him out. If he doesn't give it up then hopefully he will feel confident enough to not play it and he still goes. We need to kill that alliance before a merge. Reuniting Benry and Chase will kill the game and I might as well pack my bags.

It sucks that Candice is gone! I needed her to stay! It also sucks because Nate looks to be next on the block. He really can't go yet if we keep losing numbers on the heroes and villains for an anti capri then it will come to merge and the neutrals (Excluding Chase) will be picked off one by one.

The idols apparently belong to Chase and Aras with Benry playing his. Aras is supposed to be a friend to chase....great. He has to many damn friends. It is so early in the game and I could be completely wrong but I see this game going into two sides.

Side 1: Myself, Heidi, Boo, Gabe, Kelly, Parvati, Nate, Dreamz
Side 2: Chase, Aras, Courtney, Shane, Benry, Amanda, Ashley
Middle: Sandra, Yasmin, Sally, Russell
The middle people could go either way or I don't know where their at. I also know that Amanda says she wants to work with me and hates Courtney. Shane also says he wants to work together but needs Benry for now. I also am not for sure that Kelly and Parvati would be with us but Parvati dislikes Chase.

SO MUCH TO KEEP UP WITH!

[Tom Westman]

You actually did one

Keep it up lol.

[Ozzy Lusth]

This has to be the most twisted game I have ever played. First off nothing ever stays quiet. The villains tribal was up and everyone knew what happened within 5 minutes. There are so many thoughts that come up during every conversation and I never know if I am the only one being told this info, if everyone already knows, is this person trusting me? Should I trust them? Who is really with me?

I made an alliance with Sally. I really like her and I hope so much that she will actually be a good partner, since Heidi is out already and all. We have similar thought processes which is good and she has already shown to be sneaky with the Courtney vote which is awesome!

I think Chase is all done trusting me. I think Benry has got to him and Amanda and it is pretty clear I am on the other side of the game. I even told Amanda I want Benry out at some point. I am sure she opened her mouth and told but I don't really care all that much. I would still love to get a blindside on Chase. We take out Benry's right hand man and it's a whole new game. My biggest fear is that he would come back and that would be horrible!

The plan right now if we end up at tribal is that Sandra would have to go. She is much more social and active then Kelly is but this game is going to come down to who has more numbers. Sandra would most likely switch back with Amanda and that would give them an extra number and cost us a person because Kelly is close with Parvati who told me last night she hates the Benry alliance.

My other issue right now is Nate. We always kinda have an unspoken alliance and we are on the same side of the game but I really don't trust him. He is a major threat to me because he will throw me under a bus at any point if it will help his game. Last night I heard as soon as the villains tribal was up what happened. I IM'd him like a minute later and he is like I know, I am not anti-social. I don't know why that scares me so much but it does. He is talking to the same people I am getting the same deals and I kinda like to be the only one doing that stuff.

For now the sides are becoming more and more clear. Since the vote went Courtneys way and was split I am assuming Russell would join our side. It worries me that I have so many villains on my side but eh beggars can't be choosers. Because of the amount of alliances I have going on right now someone is going to get backstabbed (Hopefully not me) and I really don't think I will feel all that bad about it seeing as everyone has multiple alliances. If this game keeps going the way it's going then all hell is going to break loose sooner or later.

[Tom Westman]

If you want a chance to win MVP of the round, you should write a confessional. Esp after an epic one like that lol

[Ozzy Lusth]

I am giving myself a gold star for that round. I owned!! You are looking at the mastermind behind Chase playing his idol as well as Boo going home.

The original plan was to split the vote 2-2-2. 2 on Sandra 2 on Chase and 2 on either Kelly or Boo, however Sandra and Chase voted. While Gabe, Boo and I were doing this Chase approaches me with a plan to vote out Boo. Kelly of course was not on AIM during all of this making it really difficult to be sure of anything.

Chase wanted to have myself him, Kelly and Sandra vote Boo off. At first I agreed because I really didn't want him playing his idol so he could go home on the revote. I was planning on sticking with our original plan. Then I talked to Sandra just so she thought I was on board with the Boo vote. She then tells me that Boo and her talked a few days ago. Boo told Sandra EVERYTHING I said to him about Sandra. He told her how I didn't trust her how she needed to go and might be in with the Benry side. I was Pissed!!!

I started to think Boo could be a huge liability to work with. He is great for information but he can't keep his mouth shut with the info I tell him either. I started talking to Gabe some and asked if Boo was always like that. He replied that Boo is who he is and he has just learned to keep information from Boo. Gabe said there was a reason he was 4th in our alliance.

I brought up a thought to Gabe that I may want to vote Boo out. He told me it had to happen sooner or later, that surprised me because I thought those 2 were tight. I then started thinking how i could still get chases idol out.

This is the plan I came up with. Sandra, Kelly and Gabe all knew about the plan. I asked Sandra how close she was with Chase she said they were close. Her and I then made a fake convo of me trying to convince her to vote Chase with the rest of us. She then sent that convo to Chase warning him that we were going to vote him. Chase was already nervous and told Sandra that he was going to play his idol and he wanted her to vote him too so it didn't look suspicious that she told him everything. At that point I knew Chase was going to play his idol.

Then Sandra Kelly and I, along with Chase voted Boo instead because he really needed to go. He made so many plans for the vote is way to social and can't keep his mouth shut. I felt bad because he really was a cool guy and nice to talk to but he was to much to handle. The vote went just the way I planned, everyone voted how I thought they were, Boo went home and Chase played his idol.

I have to say I rocked this week and it shows that it is better to be with me than against me in this game because I do have some power.

Sally is still in the process of talking to Parvati and is getting in close with her. I am working with Kelly and eventually I hope the alliance of 4 will emerge. Now that Boo is gone I think Gabe will be a lot better too and I would have no objection to working with him down the line. Sandra also proved to be pretty loyal this round and we worked together well.

[Tom Westman]

Great to hear from you! Keep it up

[Ozzy Lusth]

Best Round So Far!


This game is becoming my favorite game and my least favorite game. This has to be the most stressful game ever but damn is it fun when things go my way.

The vote this week was crazyyyy. First off the other was supposed to throw it to save Sally and I but they failed at that. Stupid Benry. We get to the vote and I know I am on the block and so does Sally. We NEEDED Russell's vote and we hoped he was being honest about switching back with us. Right before the vote was read I was shaking so bad I couldn't type.

First off Chase told me last night he would never vote me and trusted me fully. So how does he prove that but by changing my vote to me....Thanks Bro, glad you had my back. Second If it wasn't for Parvati I wouldn't be here right now so thank you for winning that challenge. When i saw a tie I looked back right away to see if Russell voted me or Chase. Once I saw it was Chase I almost shit myself with being so excited.

Now is when the fun starts. The Sucking up fest begins! I guess the other alliance expected me to roll over and play dead or something but I can assure you they did not think Chase would be going this week. I get on and Russell assures me he is voting chase again. I wasn't sure but as we kept talking he sent me all the fun conversations with Amanda and Chase that I was pretty sure he was with me.

Amanda starts asking Russell, "AM I NEXT."

Umm ya you kinda are, you can't tell me you wanted me to stay cause you didn't. Just because you voted Sally doesn't mean you didn't think I would be going.

Then because I am who I am I send Amanda a simple ;D. She of course did not find it funny. This conversation then happened.

[22:42] Amanda: No nor did I target you
[22:43] ME: Well Russell was supposed to vote me
[22:43] ME: making it 3-2-2
[22:43] ME: me
[22:44] Amanda: I asked to vote her, I even voted her so, Im next, nothing I can do about that. I cant get mad at you at all, you're playing the game

Then Chase gets on. He starts with a "I guess you really don't like me." Oh bull shit! You changed my vote to me, don't even start up with that. Then comes one of my favorite parts of the night.

[23:05] Chase: but look man i did really want u to stay
[23:05] Chase: amanda just wouldnt budge
[23:05] Chase: but oh well i had it coming to me

HAHAHA. It seems Chase and Amanda are blaming each other doesn't it. Well I know they were both in on it so you will both be punished!! From that point on I was kinda an ass to Chase...MY BAD .

Sally and Russell continued to talk to those two because they were trying to by chase votes. We of course mocked them behind their backs the whole time. I enjoyed some of them talks we had. Sally then sent me a conversation she had with Chase.

Sally 6:27 am
You mean, you would vote me out right away then?

Chase Rice 6:27 am
nope
i would have chosen ozzy




To be an ass I then sent the conversation to Chase about Amanda wanting me out and that conversation to him. His response=priceless.

[23:50] Chase: yup i said that to her
[23:50] Chase: wats the deal?
[23:50] Chase: shes not gonna save me
[23:50] Chase: ok
[23:50] Chase: anyway i need to work
[23:50] Chase: ur wasting my hours



The joke then became that we were all wasting chases hours. He then went off on Sally for sharing all of the convos and she thought it was hilarious just like I did. Russell had to put up with the most shit because he was seen as the swing vote. I think Chase IM'd him for like 10 minutes in a row until Russell answered. Desperate much? Then came my QUOTE OF THE DAY..

RUSSELL: I feel dumb for calling him such a great player but he has no backbone right now


I am beginning to really enjoy Russell. Finally the best part of the night happened. Chase felt like he was going home so he said the best thing I have ever heard. This was music to my ears because of how ironic it was that he was begging. Just last night he was on top of the world and tonight he mutters these words to Russell....

[00:24] Chase Rice: just give me a chance your highness

Oh how the mighty have fallen. So pretty much the night was a major success and I laughed a lot. Not to mention Russell picked on Boo all night and is showed me how easily Boo gets flustered. So what are some things we learned tonight!!!

OZZY'S TOP 10!

10) Don't change my vote, the outcome won't be pretty.

9) Amanda has fallen off of her high horse.

8) Chase becomes mean when he is desperate.

7) Russell is rather funny.

6) Russell's vote should read, "Off with your head!"

5) This is the Best Blindside so far.

4) Russell, Sally and I are kinda great together, and also evil.

3) As much as he wants to deny it, Chase and Benry are together.

2) Chase is VERY serious about his job.

1) Your Highness will definitely be used for some kind of alliance name or inspiration.

[Jaime Huffman]

In all fairness to Chase, I'd change 8) To: Chase becomes mean when you continue to provoke him

[Tom Westman]

Its been too long so update as please

[Ozzy Lusth]

Well I thought I had everything figured out coming into merge but of course it is never that easy. I just can't trust any of these ass holes. I mean for real you think you know someone then all of a sudden he smashes your plate. I don't feel safe this round. Not at all.

First off Benry should have gone last week BUT instead we continue to leave him in the game. They were all afraid of his prize which meant we once again let him stay in the game. He should go this week but I really have a bad feeling about this vote. Benry even said in the immunity "As long as you don't win it." That makes me think he has something up his sleeve.

Here is the best part of the last vote. I come on and Nate tells me to vote Shane....UMMM NO! He is someone I could get a vote from later if I need it, he is not targeting me and is not one of your friends because you have so damn many. He is not going. I start bitching (Because it is what I do best) about why the vote isn't Benry. Then I say well why can't we go Amanda. She is after me obviously and is just kinda gross. Nate REFUSED to vote her and wanted Shane soooo bad. No idea why because Russell wanted Amanda and Parvati seemed to want her to. He finally gave up and voted her.

I come on yesterday and Nate goes off on me for "Barking orders."
WTF I think he may have been getting some from Amanda or something because he was Pissed that she went. He said I almost screwed up the whole vote and blah blah blah..I eventually just stopped listening and realized I cannot work with him much longer. Either I go (Which I feel may happen this round) Or he goes soon.

So I developed a new plan. I want Benry gone this week. If that happens then we can move onto step 2. I have talked to Shane and Gabe already and they seem cool with this. I want to make an alliance of Me, Shane, Gabe, Boo and Russell. If that happens I would once again be in control of the game. The major move would be next week....Final 11.

I NEED to talk to Russell about this all first because he is really key.

Russell and I would switch sides next week with Boo, Gabe, Ashley and Shane and vote out Nate. He has gatta go. All of a sudden Russell and I at final 10 become the swing votes . Look how that happened. We can choose to go whichever way we want and go back and forth because we would always have numbers. Both sides would NEED us. It would be perfect. It has to be Russell because everyone else is connected through Parvati. She has total control of this side. I like her a lot but to much power.

If this works it will hopefully teach Nate a lesson about respect and to not take me for granted...and maybe not yell at someone you know it capable of creating blindsides (Example: Boo and Chase)

I gatta get through this week first because I am just not feeling confident.