Yasmin's Confessional

[Yasmin Giles]

Gurl, I'm outta' my element here. I may be back in NZ for this game, but boo, I still brought my high heels to wear, and an extra weave. Like I say, this the wood.. not the hood. I don't fair well out here, but I did make it to the F4 last time, so I'm gonna' see if I can work my magic and get there a second time too but hopefully further. Tom was right when he interviewed me and said that I'm a free agent this time. Errbody else up in here has someone they now or someone they've played with, but I really don't got anybody. I had plans to stick with Parvati, but I knoew she'd be a Villain, so there wasn't no way I'd be able to. Instead I'm stuck on this tribe with no one I know except Sydney from my season, who's Candice, and who I didn't really talk to or get along with. Much to my luck though, I did find some good conversation with Benry, Amanda, and Nate. I like those three but the problem is.. they dont get along.

The tribe is split from what I have been told by all the other people on my tribe. One side you got winner Benry, with Amanda and Ashley, and then you got winner Shane with Nate and Candice. Apparently the plan at first was to just boot Candice off cause the gurl didn't do shit in the challenge. She was a bag of dust as Amanda called her. But as I mentioned voting Candice out to Benry, Benry told me that Nate wouldn't be on board with that because apparently them to is close. I got offline after that and then when I got on later, all this damn drama is blowin' up in people's faces and the tribe was split with me bein' the swing vote in either direction. What worries me is that Shane is playin both sides too, because I've heard from both sides that he's votin' both ways, so I have no idea what the hell is goin' on and who's leaving. It's all over the damn place! Benry and Amanda say vote Candice and then I got Nate tellin me that him, Shane, and Candice gonna be voting Amanda now because they think Benry got the idol? Oh damn, that right there is a whole 'nother issue! Why did I get stuck with these people!?

Gurl, I expected this game to be hard but not hard this damn fast! This is some whack shit goin' on. So now I'm torn between both sides and I dunno' how the hell to vote mainly because I don't know which side Shane has real loyalty too, so Idk who he's lying to. This doesn't help me when it comes to voting, because if I vote the wrong way and the wrong person goes home, I'm just gonna' be sitting in the minority lookin' like a dumbass prayin'' for a swap or some shit day in and day out. It's do or die right now for me, honey, and I don't know what to do. I did make an alliance with Benry, and I did make an alliance with Nate, so someone's gonna' get backstabbed by me already and that is so not how I wanted to play this game. It makes sense to just wanna cut Candice loose for not doin' nothin', but she's back now and I do know that Benry is a big player and he's a big threat to win again. This shit is drivin' me insane. It's Candice or Amanda tonight, and I mean we dont even got the votes to split, because its already so dayum close. What I could do is just throw my vote to the wind and let their asses tie, you know? But who would I throw my vote to without it backlashin'. I'll vote in a few cause I still dunno.

[Tom Westman]

Have you talked to Shane yourself? Or he is playing both sides to you aswell haha

[Matthew "Sash" Lenahan]

Hey gurl

[Yasmin Giles]

No, I havent spoken to Shane at all. He doesnt seem to care to even communicate when I do come online so I aint botherin. And hey Sash boo! How you doin?? But talking about the game... this past vote really pissed me off. Nate came to me the night before the vote and was panicky, begging for my help and that him, Candice, and Shane were all gonna flip the tables and vote Amanda out and cause Benry to think it was him so he'd play his idol. Apparently the whole plan backfired before the votes were to be revealed and Nate and that bitch Candice tried to flip the vote on me at the last minute to save her ugly white ass. I can't believe that shit. I put my neck on the line to make a move and help someone who really needed it, and they just gonna go and try and stab me in the back. Who the hell does Nate think he is? His mutha fuckin ass needs to get the hell out of this game. He is not a Hero, and I swear it up and down and all around. He is a villain, through n through! Him bein on the Heroes is a disgrace and I hate being around him. He makes me wanna puke up my insides!

I should have stuck with Benry n Amanda, I should have. Both of them were so nice to me and talked to me unlike everyone else, and I was unable to see that. Nate only came to me when he needed help and that was it. I should not have gone against Benry and Amanda and lied to them. I had to do some sort of damage control so the next day I spoke to Amanda for about 2 hours or so and we talked about what went down. She explained what happened with Nate switching the votes and how he apparently tried to blame the whole plot to get Benry out on me. Does he think these people are dumb? I would not sit around and make that big ass plot in the first round of the game. That whole shit had Nate written all over it, not Sassy Yassy. I told Amanda i was sorry and that i only talk to her and Benry and I'm with them two. and I learned my lesson. She told me she wasnt gunna be voting me and while I believed her then... we gotta issue now.

The issue now is that Nate tied with Ashley for first place in this past challenge which meant that in there basket of wins and reward, one of em might get an idol or a clue or some shit, and if Nate wins, he can say he has an idol and scare the bejesus into everyone. HELL, he could really get it, they split the votes on me n Nate, and then he uses it and I go home. But Ill get to that point when I get there. Right now I'm dealing with possibly leaving this round cause I'm in last place with Heidi from this eChallenge, where the loser goes home if they have the least amount of posts. we both had 28! I just redid my go and I got 43... and I hope that will be enough to take a winner out and send her to Dead Man's Island. Hell.. if she goes there that also knocks a number out for the Neutrals and then all the tribes are even!! Im just scared. My hands were shaking the whole time in the challenge. I hope I stay and can continue to fight for my place!

[Yasmin Giles]

HATERS, YOU CAN KILL YOURSELF!

I hate all these fuckin bitches on my tribe. IM DONE. IM OVER THIS SHIT! Sassy Yassy don't play that way, she just don't. I ain't gonna sit around with my legs crossed and play nice while these tramps are all fuckin aligned and know eachother outside the game, lookin all cute, thinkin they cute. Nate won the damn challenge so his black ass is safe since he has Immunity for one round when we goto TC, which means they all gonna turn it and throw it back on me. Fuck all yall. Why else do they think I didnt help there sorry asses in the last challenge. I hate all of em, Im done with them. Every single one of em. THIS WOOD ABOUT TO BE THE HOOD, 'CAUSE IM GONNA START SHIT. I hate the thought of havin to throw this eChallenge and not even fuckin try, but I dont give a shit. Im doin it anyways. Its no offense to Tom or Natalie, yall are great hosts, but this gotta go down my way. These new bitches disrespectin players that paved the damn way!

Im throwin this eChallenge, and its gonna hopefully go down the way I want it to. By throwin this eChallenge, im gonna be headin to Dead Man's Island and when I get there, Ima be facin Candice who I cant fuckin stand at all. I really dont like the hoe, I just done. I blindesided her ass as Sydney in Season 1, so now Im gonna have to kick her ass out the game again and I will. Itll be woman vs woman, girl vs girl, and when its over, you gonna see me squashin' her stupid little record she got goin on down there. And when I beat her white ass out, then Nate loses his #1 bitch which is also a plus. I hate Nate's two timin ass so if this messes his game up, then Im all for it. Next, if I go now and these lame Heroes lose at the next tribal challenge they gonna have to get rid of one of there alliance members. Thats right, and Im sure its gonna be winner Shane gettin the cut. YOU PICKED THE WRONG SIDE SHANE, YA DUMBASS. ALL OF YA'LL GONNA PAY.

SO PEACE OUT, SASSY YASSY IS HEADED TO DEAD MAN'S ISLAND, AND ILL BEAT OUT CANDICE AND ANY OTHER PEOPLE THAT WANNA COME ON DOWN WITH ME. THERE AIN'T NO YASMIN LIKE A YASMIN SCORNED, AND IM SCORNED. REAL SCORNED!

[Parvati Shallow]

LMAO.